
I managed to make myself depressed last night. Firstly, my bingeing episode (which lasted 4 days straight) became a purging episode. Secondly, the cumulative effect of world affairs - which yesterday came too close to home, struck a nerve. Thirdly, another piece of news reminded me that kids can be cruel, very very cruel - and stupid.
The weather didn't help. It's been raining and raining and although I normally welcome rain (good setting to cuddle up with a good book or magazine), some sunshine would've probably made a difference in my mood.
I was told once that I can't save the world. So let's start with what I can work with. My mood was the first thing that needed adjusting and this little girl never fails to make me smile. Never.
It's a slow week. It'll get better, you'll see.
I'm trudging through puddles myself.
Have a good rest of the week eh?
Life has a funny way of going about its cycles. We should make a difference where we can, in the hope that we do something good of some other.
She does make you smile does'nt she. I think I'll call her the "Drool Machine" =)
Posted by: TiFische at 2004年03月31日 22:55i know how u feel about her.....how old is she?
if she's not 2 yet, then you'd be grinning away when she reaches that age. they pick up your mood. so be prepared when she starts to ask you "naper auntie?? ok ker?" and laughs even if she doesn't understand your answer.....
careful, nieces and nephews are fun, mainly because they are not yours and when you are done with them, you can say to the parents, nah, ambik balik. can't do that with your own.
Posted by: cimabue at 2004年04月01日 10:15