2003年10月14日

On Malaysian Cosmonauts

I spent Standard One and Standard Two in SRK Damansara Utama, where I had a very enriching childhood. However, one experience that I regret to remember is that of a teacher who told me that I couldn't be what I wanted to be.

It was hard enough that they had to inventorise what all the students wanted to be when they grew up. There were three choices open, mine came in this order:

1. Astronaut
2. Prime Minister
3. Economist

The third one came because I vaguely knew that my father did economics, therefore he must have been an economist.

The second one was the megalomaniac in me - I liked bossing people around then and what better job than to boss a country around?

The first one came from my love for all thing heavenly - an interest which precipitated my reading habits, and subsequently, my love for Greek mythology.

In the good old days, where teachers meant something, this one told me that I couldn't aspire to be one because Malaysia could never have a space program. She further told me that I couldn't be Prime Minister either because only men can be Prime Ministers. She finally settled with the idea that I should aspire to be an economist.

Truth be told, I cried that day. I never had anyone tell me I couldn't do anything before that day.

I continued my education in the States, where we, as a class, lived the moments of how a teacher was selected to become an astronaut, and how she perished while pursuing her dream, as a member of the Challenger crew. I saw my classmates apply to Cape Canaveral for special Young Astronaut programs. I realised that my teacher in Malaysia had no business being a teacher, because here I was, in the States, a citizenship away from being an astronaut.

Well, I buried that dream and took the path of the sciences anyway, pursuing my degree in Communication Engineering. Not that I had any idea what I wanted to be, but hey, just in case there was an opening, at least I had a useful degree right?

But seriously, I can't swim, I am afraid of heights, but the lesson I learned is that we should NEVER tell anyone that they can't do something, for whatever reason.

It's odd that the Malaysian Cosmonaut application form was less stringent than a Jobstreet one. I wonder if the team at NSA takes this as seriously as the money we're pumping into this program?

Posted by Najah Nasseri at 2003年10月14日 12:36 | TrackBack



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Bah! What small mindedness for a teacher (and something I hope to combat properly one day). In any case, good luck, and life is never certain, so don't give up yet!

Posted by: Ash.ox at 2003年10月14日 12:56


I'll support you to be our first Malaysian cosmonaut! :p

Posted by: auyongtc at 2003年10月14日 13:14


I remember back in high school when my Chemistry teacher once told me:

"Au Yong, if you don't study hard and get good results for your SPM, you'll never get to a good college/uni, and will not get a good job"

And then I started working in the IT line right after SPM, and one day I saw him at the Maybank ATM in USJ 9... near where I work... see him after my work, straight away I gave him my namecard... teehee....

Posted by: auyongtc at 2003年10月14日 13:16


i agree with you.
teachers should encourage creativity in student not kill them. it's very rare to get a form one student (at our time especially) to think of an astronaut as her ambition...she should've been proud of you instead. i, once, met even worst teacher (primary school at KL). this teacher was to record our ambitions in report card. so, she called upon this one boy but he had no idea of what to be and while thinking of it, the teacher looked at him and say "jadi macam bapak kamu ajelah". and there, stated "cita-cita: 1. tukang kebun.." His father was the school gardener at the time...

Posted by: nora at 2003年10月14日 13:53


Ambition is a powerful thing. I tend to agree that in most cases teachers have misintepreted their sole purpose in their service as guardians and architects of future minds.

I've seen the myriad of characters and unfortunately the score has not been too promising. Some tender excuses that the system is too rigid, while others just dont know how to relate to a young unadulterated mind. I was never an academic, I failed in more subjects that I can remember. I finished my masters 2 years back and is contemplating doing a law degree. I am doing well enough for myself, sadly I had to find my place and generate my own interest.

Posted by: Gabriel at 2003年10月14日 14:30


Actually thats what everyone around me says too. However, times change and we can see things which were not possible before. If anyone said that Malaysia would be exporting its car or that we'd have the tallest building in the World just 10 years ago, everyone would laugh at him. Wait a minute, someone actually did. So maybe we can see a lady PM or Astronaut one day.

Posted by: Adam at 2003年10月14日 17:58


From my own experience, a teacher is one of most important influence in a student's life. Many of my high school class ended up lost and confused in later life, mainly due to discouraging attitude from our headmaster who oft times looked down on a lot of us. Not only he showed many that we could not do it, he also made one feeling like stupid person.

I happened to be a lucky one because I brought myself to study and scored fair results. To this day, I lament that many of my classmates could have been better than presently low-paid and aimless.

Such a pity. A group of young people misguided and mis-educated.

After I came off that school, I never called headmaster by anything, not even 'teacher'. I lost any respect for him when he forced us to join his cult church and became friendly to us only when we attended that church.

Sad that such kind of teacher ever lived in our life path.

Posted by: bill at 2003年10月14日 23:26


why do they even bother to ask us these questions ? Some education dept requirements? For what purpose?

There was one teacher who suggested that me and my friends sell burgers...should have jsut listened to her....

Posted by: hari at 2003年10月15日 11:09


the unfortunate incident with your teacher reminded me of Malcolm X's schooldays.. albeit not as drasticlah... from http://www.cmgww.com/historic/malcolm/bio.html

- Malcolm was a smart, focused student and graduated from junior high at the top of his class. However, when a favorite teacher told Malcolm his dream of becoming a lawyer was "no realistic goal for a nigger," Malcolm lost interest in school. He dropped out, spent some time in Boston, Massachusetts working various odd jobs, and then traveled to Harlem, New York where he committed petty crimes. By 1942 Malcolm was coordinating various narcotic, prostitution and gambling rings. -

take care... to infinity and beyond!

Posted by: faren at 2003年10月15日 12:15


I actually harboured dreams of representing Malaysia in some sport. I was so mad for it when I was in my early teenage years.. it was the only thing I wanted to do, nevermind that I was absolutely useless and hardly ever made it as a district representative.

Then my dad took me aside and told me a sportsperson wasn't the right career. A 'right' career would be something 'respectable' like being a doctor, a lawyer or an academic. Sports, he said, didn't contribute.

Perhaps he was right. Now I don't dream too much - even if some things are within reach, I haven't got the support of the people who mean the most to me to make it through the long haul.

I wonder what he would say if I got selected as the cosmonaut/astronaut/whatevernaut.. hmm...

Posted by: Idlan at 2003年10月15日 15:29


People tend to look low on teachers but they forget that it is due to the teachers that they are what they are today!

Teaching is the last resort for any young graduate prospecting for a carrer after graduating locally or overseas.WHY?

I remembered an incident years ago,when a father driving his Std.6 son home from school was busy advising the son to study hard so that he can secure a good career,live in a bunglow and drive a Mercedes around like him. The father reminded his son, that if the son does not work hard he will be like that guy on bicycle;pointing to a teacher who was on a bicycle,that so happen to pass by just back from school. Just imagine the metality and attitude of this parent towards teachers!!

Posted by: ali allah ditta at 2003年10月15日 16:14


well, I got nothing to comment about da teachers, but interestingly, I also remember what I answered in those brief interview by the teacher,

I want to be

1.Pemandu Teksi
2.Pemotong rumput
3.Jurutera

The teacher was stunned. I was not playing a fool. Just that I was really simple minded that time, and I had observed the work of the MBI fellas cutting grass near my house, and the taxi driver driving here and there...such fun!!!

Posted by: fooji at 2003年10月15日 16:41


Just be a 'star' in whatever you are doing;most likely you can rub shoulders with the 'moon'.

Owing to my knee problems, only song can take me to the moon...

Posted by: Pak Adib at 2003年10月15日 17:00


I know how it's like when teachers belittled you for your choice of jobs-to-be and what you aspire to do in life. I had such experience but odd enough, it made me more determined to prove him wrong. The words can either inspire you or kill your spirit. As a teacher, I learn to respect my students, listen and hopefully to catapult my students' dream to become a reality.

Posted by: yaz at 2003年10月15日 21:30


Just now I was at MPH , KLCC and took a book of Tiger Woods the Golf giant . He said that being a good golfer like he is now is not by accident , but by careful design . He loves golf very much since childhood days and his Thai-descended mom is a person who will point the silver lining even in the darkest cloud . In failure , one must come back , rebound and in fact become stronger .Just like the English saying goes , what doesn't kill us make us stronger !

Posted by: Amani at 2003年10月16日 00:11


I remember during my primary school days, there used to be something like a bookfair. This guys in van would come over and display books for sale. I had picked a Famous Five book when one teacher questioned me in a condescending manner whether I can understand English. I remember feeling insulted and putting back the book.

That was only one teacher, though. Funny how we remember the teachers that insult us rather than those who helped us to be what we are.

Posted by: namiaf at 2003年10月16日 00:13


Well this was obviously a very popular post. Everyone has *something* to say about it. I heard that the only course that the people who fail STPM are allowed to apply for is 'teaching'. If that's true.. what is to become of the future generation? Already, as it is we have teachers teaching wrong English to students and punishing the students who question them.

Down with them teachers who put down their students.

Posted by: Suan at 2003年10月16日 05:35


when we were at primary, i think most of us in the class (i went to a boys school) wanted to be either soldiers or policemen > then (70's), we were immortalised by 'Combat', jeng je jengggg..."starring Vic Morrow and Ric Jason"....booooom! :D

Posted by: atok at 2003年10月16日 07:59


Hmmm.. most of the comments have been more into the negative... makes me wonder, which schools did you guys go to again?

Anyway, I know I wont be what I am today if not for my teachers back in school. Secondary school that is, did not enjoy primary school that much.

I am sure some of us know or like to treat Form Four as our honeymoon year, and I treated it as such. I was irresponsible, did not pay attention in class and basically drifting away.

Then one day, Mrs Chan, my chemistry teacher called me to see her after our lesson ended. For the next ten minutes or so, she told me that she could not understand why I am being like what I was then. Told me I got the potential, but am just wasting it. She had me thinking, and thank God and her to help me realise what I have done wrong.

I am glad my school have teachers like Mrs Chan. It is not easy handling 40 boys in a class, but the effort my teachers put in educating me beyond the syllabus is something that I am always thankful for.

"Nisi Dominus Frustra"

Posted by: ervan at 2003年10月16日 09:12


I still remember when I was in kindergarten, i drew a picture of a house and a space shuttle right next to the house. My kindergarten teacher at that point of time, Mrs. Ng was so impressed and she asked - "You want to be an astronout uh when you grow up ?"
I answered - "Er... I want to be a pump attendant at petrol station.."
Heheh..

Posted by: Lonely Planet at 2003年10月16日 10:05


ervan-'Nisi Dominus Frustra'-Bukit Bintang Boys Sch?

Posted by: kayb at 2003年10月16日 10:54


In the spirit of looking for good teachers, my secondary school teachers were not too bad - I had Mrs Joan Winokur who taught us abt tolerance, I had Mrs Lim/Mrs Rupee/Ms Shal/Ms Arma who were great as debate coaches and established the foundation for research without limits - they brought us to the UN Library and ISIS as secondary school students.

To these teachers, you are rare gems who have shaped the person I am today - Thank You.

Posted by: Najah at 2003年10月16日 12:16


You wont believe how many "wounds" I have from tactless remarks of childhood teachers.

Hugs!!

Posted by: SM at 2003年10月16日 17:08


Kayb- yeaps !

Najah - thanks, I am sure those teachers have really shaped you to become what you are today...

Posted by: ervan at 2003年10月16日 19:06


i'want to be a astronout.

Posted by: zul at 2004年03月31日 17:50


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